Monday, June 30, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
The tendons and ligaments of my muscles have been torn apart, disjoining bones and cartilages, caused by carrying a book thicker than my wrists and heavier than my weight. This Guinness Encyclopedia has made my wrists and arms shout PAIN. The saddest part is that the more I move my arms, the more they ache. It’s like a sharp twinge of pain traveling thru blood stream or neurons transmitting painful signals in my body. And I cannot sit still. It’s a sheer torture!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Surrounded by family, friends and many others… yet I am alone. They all have disappeared into infinite darkness and here I am... companionless and drenched in my pain. Life has never been easy. Suicide? I don’t want to end up doing that but sometimes; it’s the only way out. But razor is my savior for tonight. Neither tears stop flowing nor the blood.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Things in the nutshell...
I am doing well in my fine art class and my teacher seems to be impressed.
I have rejoined school and will be teaching english instead of computers... that's okay since I love english and computer both =p.
It has recently been disclosed that my employers and my colleagues admire me very much because of my attitude.... well, its a relief as I have learnt to get along with people but still, the credit goes to my employers since they are nice and educated people =).
My friendship with mimi has taken new course as we have started discovering each other's clandestine (read dark =p) sides and this has lead to better understanding between us. Infact, I have started confiding in her and feel secure with that... its not everyday you come across such people.
I have discovered that anti-depressants are of no use to me.... depression is an integral part of my life and I would have to learn to live with it.
We are having really bad summers with hot and humid climate and kesc blessings =p
These days I am reminiscizing more about past and thinking why do bad things happen to good people?
I have rejoined school and will be teaching english instead of computers... that's okay since I love english and computer both =p.
It has recently been disclosed that my employers and my colleagues admire me very much because of my attitude.... well, its a relief as I have learnt to get along with people but still, the credit goes to my employers since they are nice and educated people =).
My friendship with mimi has taken new course as we have started discovering each other's clandestine (read dark =p) sides and this has lead to better understanding between us. Infact, I have started confiding in her and feel secure with that... its not everyday you come across such people.
I have discovered that anti-depressants are of no use to me.... depression is an integral part of my life and I would have to learn to live with it.
We are having really bad summers with hot and humid climate and kesc blessings =p
These days I am reminiscizing more about past and thinking why do bad things happen to good people?
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